It is a whole lot easier to believe in nothing than to believe in something/someone.

The two most impactive people in my life met death.

Mother died

Husband lived

I lived through both. I have purpose and hope.

To be. To be here. To be there.

I want to be a reading tutor, board member, school director, fastest runner I can be, photographer, journalist, CEO, best friend, interior designer, painter, swimmer, elected official, coach, professor, entrepreneur, teacher, motivational speaker, writer, and wedding coordinator.

When I consider accomplishing any of these vocations, I gladly choose to be here in my children's lives and hearts.  Their arms wrapped around me and sweet voices sharing their heart. That is what I have never regretted, being a whole-hearted sold-out MOM. 

Psalm 40:1-3 I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him.

A hug.

I will take you just how you are. Jesus has covered up your sin. Just how your daughter's smile erases her disobedience. And you long to hug her tight. Wrapping her in your arms. Oh how I want to hug you. And hold you tight. I take you just how you are.

Pinned to the Floor

Oh Strong Willed Child, you thought you had me pinned to the floor, but no I win the wars. I fight for your freedom and future. I fight for you with all my might. 

You thought I loved your accomplishments more than your character. You thought the pain I would feel would break me. I must admit it was quite unbearable. You had me crying on the floor.

But my strength has been loaded back up again. My pride been crushed but the freshness of humility stands me back up again. 

See it was the remembrance that God picked me as your mother and you as my son. Together we will win this war. These trials are not just for you but for me too. Hand in hand we will win the fight for our souls. We are together in this war. 

We will win. We will win.

NO ONE, NO ONE, NO ONE, said to me how hard and painful parenting would be.

What do you lean your ladder of hope on?

Can anything satisfy you?

Perfection. How I want you but never can have you.

Days never happen as planned. Is that ok?

What does the word LIVE mean?

To be accepted.

He is always wrapping me.

Life hurts but God still heals.

What do you deep down at the core of your being desire?

The value of a prayer that has been prayed for 25 years.

Weather and forecasting is another way of God teaching us that we can't control or know the future.

Hold onto God.

What do you want in life?
What is the purpose of life?

Rest. Just rest.

When I woke up on Mother's Day all I wanted was to always get to be a mother.

Being a mom is a sacred partnership with God. --ODB

To let my soul dance.

A boy's dream of flying with a jetpack.

To sing, run, hug my children, and be held by my love.

Oranges, sunsets, sunny days, and feet in a cold creek.

How does one know if there is more than one can see?

2 Chronicles 34
Seek the Lord, forgiveness.

I wonder what Paul's father and mother thought about their son who seeked to kill Christians. Were their prayers answered when Jesus entered his life and heart.

The more days and years I live the more valuable are those that are old.

With fascination I study the body, marveling in what God created.

With awe I shoot pictures, capturing the beauty God surrounds me with.

With eager delight I live life with my children, discovering and laughing throughout the days.

With a humble heart I seek God, as He responds with grace.

Understanding someone's personality helps to free them from your way and lets them be the way God made them.

I see now how debating can become noncompassionate. Debating without love. Why must you win. God wants us to help others be the winners.

Go beyond equality and choose to be a servant.

I was made for another world.

Made to RUN

The secret is to not do everything and yet do everything very well.

This is why I don't have a blog. I don't have time to post anything that I am thinking. BECAUSE I am doing!!!